Memories are good. Well, I have the worst memory ever, so sometimes I have to ask my family and friends to remind me of my memories, ha it's weird, but once they remind me, I enjoy remembering.
Memories are a good thing to have and to share, for the most part. There are times, however, when memories make living hard. A lot of my childhood memories are with my cousin, Mo, since he's only five months older than me, we grew up doing a lot together (as I've talked about in previous blogs). Something someone says, or a place I go to, or a song I listen to, little things remind me of a memory with him.
Today, it was a conversation I had with a friend. We were talking about money and how we hate it (probably because we're always lacking it ha) but then I told her, "dude, me and Mo used to talk all the time about how much we hated money and just wanted to live like hippies." Ha. From that memory, then spurred other memories in my mind and they were awesome, fun memories...but part of me was hurting to think about them because I miss making memories with him so much.
Here's a photo of us at a family reunion about a year before his accident:

Here's a photo of us a few months ago:

Hanging out with him now is great, it's amazing to see the progress he's making and talk to him about what's going on...but it's not the same and it hurts. We can't interact the way we used to and things are just different. Life shifts and changes whether we're ready for it or not and sometimes it's a challenge to keep our footing, but we have this hope: And I am certain that God, who began the good work within you, will continue his work until it is finally finished on the day when Christ Jesus returns. -Philippians 1:6 That's pretty good. I know I'm thankful for that promise--for me and for Mo.
One of Mo's favorite songs is "un día a la vez" which means "one day at a time". That's how we gotta keep living. So, I decided to play it for Mo and share it on here...
Funny, I just found this photo I took of Mo by our grandpa's old truck. The writing on the back of the truck says, "el recordar es vivir", which means, "to remember is to live". ha, pretty cool.




















